When you look back on your life don’t you just marvel at how
it hasn’t been the major decisions that
have most impacted its course? It’s been the tiny, seeming in consequential
ones. Like saying yes when you meant no but you said yes anyway. A couple of days ago i was talking with some babe who after a long discussion said she wished she could turn back time.[dont we all]
I knew he wasn’t the one I wanted my forever with but all my
friends were getting hooked, they kept reminding me I wasn’t getting younger
and I didn’t want to end up sad and alone. My ex wasn’t even ready, at least
not for another year and I couldn’t pin my hopes on an unsure tomorrow. So when the question was popped by the unwanted
I said yes. Today am sad, am not alone and am unhappy because unwanted doesn’t complete
me, even with three kids.
I beileve that If only in that moment when I said yes, I told him I was
still sleeping with my ex. If only in that moment I told him I cared about him
so much that I knew he deserved someone who really loved him more than I could
ever. What do you think poshbloggers?
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