Fear of Waking up

Aren't there moments in your life when you have just stared deeply into the mirror ...Wondering. Or woken up next to someone you knew u couldn't c a future with. Walking away is what u know u should do but instead u tie your mind up,lock and throw away the keys of reason. Why hold on to that one person who doesn't appreciate or loves you the way you ought to be loved. Communicate your feelings and clear that road block. See whats next and face it. Only then can you stop the Pretending smiles and delusions.